Thursday, August 27, 2009

LAST DAY O F WORK

it should be iilegal how i feel right now, seriously i feel the freedom at my finger tips!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

oh thoose feelings....

So this last week I have come to the realization ,
I AM STRESSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have this building tension starting in my my toes:
with the fact my room is very messy...
as we move up to my calves:
that I have no idea what I am packing and bringing to school with me, and if I have all the appropriate clothing necessary for my next semester
then we get to my knees:
that are screaming that they will buckle because I have not called the doctors and I have to exercise more because in all reality I gained a few.
then my thighs:
are exploding with myrtle beach worries of a swimsuit , packing cute clothes and the ability to fully relax.
my hips:
are swaying with the idea of moving in to my new apartment and not getting the room I want
my torso:
is thinking you have a whole semester of foundation classes yikes.
my shoulders:
are being pushed on with work, the intense desire to run from this place and never look back, as much fun as it has been working with my dad it has taught me I am not meant to work in an office ever.....
even my finger tips:
are burning with the need to ultimately relax with a true vacation
my neck:
is holding up my head and the constant headaches and not so hot sleeping habits of constantly waking up in the middle of the night.
and my head:
is dealing with all the below....

basically help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

what a bummer!

today i feel like a little kid whos parent just told them santa claus doesnt exsist then in an attempt to cheer the child the parent kindly suggests but the easter bunny does.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Music

So I thought I would share this awesome play list I have been listening to...

Strawberry Wine- Deanne Carter
The secret of Life- Faith Hill
You cry a tear to start a river- Between the trees
Come away with me - Norah Jones
Midnight Bottle -Colbie Caillat
Fairytale - Sara Barellis
The way you look tonight - Michael Buble
Claire de Lune - Cladue Debussy
Best of my Love - The Emotions
Your body is a wonderland- John Mayer
I'm Yours- Jason Mraz
Everything -Michael Buble
Capri- Colbie Caillat
Until You- Dave Barnes
Baby -Charles Kelly
I'd rather be with you- Joshua Radin



Well, you get the jist, pretty all over the place. This last weekend I attended a YSA conference, and I was taught about a lot of things and one of them was to have diversity in your life and too have an open mind to subjects and people you don't understand. L. Tom Perry said to have a"WORKABLE Plan" for my life and I think I can do that !

My plan will be just like my play list. I will dip into everything and try anything new. I will do one thing the same only listen to things that I like, I choose what I listen as I choose what I will listen to from the world and what I will learn more about. Here are a few of my goals that I thought I would share with you.


#1. Understand the Definition of a Workable Plan : Subject to change, be revised, never set in stone, always changing for the better.
#2. Be okay with a plan that is not set in stone and allow myself to "just let it happen."- Kevin Burton and Lexi Bereton
#3. Travel the world. Whether in person, in books or through pictures.
#4. Spend the rest of my days learning everything I can, about anything virtuous, praiseworthy or of good report.
#5. Learn that I can say " hey I am a good person, I help others, or I am good at what I do."
#6. Be consistent in everything I try at. Just because I am not interested does not mean I cant given it my best shot.
#7. Pay attention, when others try and help, I may not have known that at the fork in the road I went right and the better way was to the left.
#8. That My dedication to my workable plan is essential to my living a great life not a good one or a better one.

Monday, August 3, 2009

its been awhile

Well its been awhile since I stopped in and said hello.....
I go back to rexburg in 35 days... kinda crazy!
Rexburg wont be the same though.... Since I have moved and others have moved on....

the first kristi.. and her thousands upon thousands of never ending essays and chinese homework, her big heart, fabulous smile, and great conversation about nothing imparticular :) or our conversations about getting up to go get in the spa which on many occasions turned into falling back asleep. twlight and dancing during saturday session of conference;) or her lifesaving massages on my solid rock body, hahaha or inside jokes and funny stories.
second britt and her big heart and yummy food and great friendship trips to horkleys to utah and just straight up girl time!!!!!!!!! inside jokes and our california crap!!!!!!!!!!! with a little golf mixed in and yelling at each through the whole game only to end up in tears laughing. Testoserone lacking lives and trips to the e.r. and making fun of the nurses:)
dani and her never ending cycle of men, but hopefully it will become one man in september:) our conversation and singing in the kitchen on sundays, of course making sure Ididn't kill her when I try and help to cook, our movie cycle and all round fun sweet laughter.
stephanie and her fabulous mamma mia sing alongs, stories of piper, saving my late rear end by driving me to class on wednesdays, dancing in the hallway and tv/kitchen room, homework escapades , dealing with my flower business, and loving me for me:)
trish for being crazy and dealing with my pyshco packing problems:) for understanding my male problems and for the open arms at any point in any day. and for her smile that helps everyone smile!
chole for accepting me as the sixth roomate and letting me chill in her home away from home. and sharing ethan with us when we played cards:)
I think I will have to adapt to living on my own now and it makes me sad!!!!!!!!!!!! I will miss my family. These girls are amazing and if you didn't know them of still dont get to know them its really important that you know them and their stories to understand how they helped me become a better person.
I have moved from my home away from home hopefully to find new friends and treasure the ones still in rexburg and the ones who have moved on:)



love you girlies!!!!!!!!!!!!

hayley