Finals and start of countdown....

Something about the week before finals makes college students go crazy. Everyone all of sudden has this huge amount of work to complete. Then our wards plan these huge activities and expect all the the busy students to show up. I think this is the week that all college students live for.
I call it the my work load is bigger than your load complex. It shows up everywhere! Examples:

~When driving always drive up to the front row even though you passed 6 open spots on your way to the front row.
~ward activities are more important than reason you live in rexburg... to go to school!
~ " I got more sleep than you? that can't be right because your light was off when I went to turn mine off!"
~ the race for spots by tables with outlets
~ Clean checks, who gets the kitchen and who refuses to clean it.
~ my exam schedule is this.... but mine is this!!!!
~I havent eaten anything all day!( except that sandwich, drink and snacks from the vending machine)


Obviously I have no sympathy for anyone who complains or tries to one -up me.
Just because you were lazy and didn't do all your big projects until now, does not give you an excuse to be rude.

on a happier note.... I am not grumpy and have 12 days until I leave Rexburg!!!!

MUSIC!

So the last few days have been super stressful lots of little things to get done and since the internet no longer works at my apartment I am constantly going to library so I can finish homework. Its a hassle and loud! So I have been listening to music as white nosie instead of the loud people or the silent room with ceepy noises. I have had the most intersting shuffle of songs come on my ipod. The songs are inspiring, heartbreaking, empowering, healing, and memory provoking. It is interesting how lines like the following can change how you act, feel and think about the rest of your day.

Miley Cyrus:
thers gonna be another mountain
I am always gonna want to make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes I gonna have to lose
 aint about how fast I get there
aint  about whats waiting on the other side
its the climb

Michael Buble:
the summer wind came rolling in
from across the sea
it lingered there and touched your hair and walked with me

Terri Clark:
I been up since five thinking me and you
and I have gotta tell you the conculsion I've come to
I'll never leave
I'll never stray
My love for you will never change
but ain't ready to give up we'll get around to that
I think I'm right I think your wrong
I'll probably give in before long
but please don't make me smile
I just want to be mad for awhile

Just something to think about what are you listening to these days? Right now I am listening to Renee Olstead:) God made jazz and vocal to make me happy!

Someone to watch over me....

theres a somebody I am longing to see
I hope that he turns out to be
someone who'll watch over me

I am little lamb who's lost in the wood
I know I could always be good
to one who'll over me

He may not be the man
some girls think of as handsome
but to my heart he'll carries the key

Won't tell him please
to put on some speed
follow my lead
oh how I need someone to watch over me

Won't you tell him please
to put on some speed
follow my lead
oh how I need someone to watch over me.

someone to watch over me.


oh how I love the lyrics to this highly romantic song, and how true they are too!

birthday

ahahahahahahahah !!!!!!!!!!! I am officially old! I turned 20 on monday and can no longer cling to teenage stupidity.... what to I say now when I do something stupid??? any suggestions?

Loving the Rain

It Rained today! Spring is on its way!! Moisture came from the sky and didn't stay on the ground!! I love that I can curl up with homework, hot chocolate and comforted by the thought the weather outside wont stay!! Now I must get back to the homework but I had to share it with the world spring is on its way!

Give up? who me? NEVER!!!!

So these last few months, have been stressful and crazy. Trying to find an internship gives me a headache when I think about all the people I have applied too and other people who have an application and have never emailed me back.

Even though this scares me senseless, I wont give up. Even on days where the stress of school, life, and internships brings me to tears. I will find a job, even if it kills me in the process. I can't wait until sweet summer time, of sun, love and laughter.

I plan never to live where there is snow! It stresses me out, its dreary and very unpleasant. I have a deep appreciation first, for the rain, that it falls and goes away. Second, for the place where I grew up, always sunny, and never freezing boring gray.

Also, I really love Dean Martin, Frank Sinatra, Bing Crosby, Fred Astire, Ella Fiztgerald, Michael Buble and many others. Mostly, because their music is happy uplifting and makes me want to smile all the time,and forever want to live somewhere pleasantly happy.

Well, life continues, and now that I have ranted and resorted to never give up, I have to get back to my never ending life of fun excitement and sometimes stress. Best luck to all of those who need help in their stressful lives!

P.s never forget to always laugh!!