I felt the need the other day to write a list of my most deplorable faults assuming that one day I will hand them to my soon to be currently imaginable husband and say once he is finished reading " do you still love me?" Knowing that a list like this could possibly result in the above questions answer be a resounding "no" I still felt the need to be honest with the future him and myself saying these are the things in which will cause the infamous fights and battle betweens us and I apologize in advanced.
Since the above was the original intention of writing that list, I had no idea that would come to help and humble me in other aspects of my life. Allowing me to help others by sharing one or two experiences in which the said faults created tense and lonely situations. Then with the realization of them I continued on with a knowledge and list of hints to not allow myself to get back to that situation again.
I find that circle of choices and the knowledge gained from them an interesting one. Do we go through those situations to better our selves and stop at that. then again is the purpose to help others with the knowledge you have learned. but when you share to much everyone turns you into that person" who talks about themselves all the time" oh brother who even knows that answer to any of this. Hahaha I must be crazy for sure, here I am letting you all know I am little crazy and growing as a person. but it it can help anyone else than I don't mind sharing.
well off to church, and p.s. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all the great women out there helping to create better worlds by raising wonderful well mannered decent children:)