Kauai to California

here I go ....

Back ( to the "real" world)

forward ( to school)

and happily ( with great friends and a support system)

More Little tidbits

Alternatives to Flowers for a Boutonniere:

http://www.etsy.com/listing/54506018/athena-series-boutonniere?ref=sr_list_21&ga_search_query=+wedding+boutonniere&ga_search_type=handmade&ga_page=&order=&includes%5B0%5D=tags&includes%5B1%5D=title 

soft raspberry

http://www.etsy.com/listing/44463070/garden-wedding-boutonniere-with-dried?ref=sr_list_16&ga_search_query=wedding+boutonniere+groom&ga_search_type=handmade&ga_page=5&order=&includes%5B0%5D=tags&includes%5B1%5D=title

guess I am just inspired!

I have been traveling and admiring this morning via the internet. 

Enjoy my inspiration for a fabulous party scheme. 

Cinque Terre

color scheme

    

http://ritzybee.typepad.com/my_weblog/

marthastewart.com 

Yummy Huh??

People, words and inspired thoughts

Guess what I have been collecting?

 Yep you got thoughts laughs and quotes. 

Thoughts: I can only be my kind of perfect, not yours.

My life is entirely mine to give and help others.

I am entitled to love cheesy cliche stories, just because I can.

The more I reach out to others the more I learn about people and their unfailing efforts to want to love and be loved. 

I love army wives.

I am excited for school.

I love my major and that it is something not everyone does, which I find joy in. 

Be different is an excuse for not accepting who you are, the only you on the planet.

Crazy is fun, eclectic is interesting, and geekery is the highest level on the cool scale. 

I am a little crazy, a bit eclectic and a geek. 

Laughs: the best cure for a bad day. 

the most flattering form of happiness

the joke of the day: At the end of their first date, a guy takes the girl home. Emboldened by the night, the guy decides to try for the first kiss. With an air of confidence, he leans with his hand against the wall and, smiling, he says to her, "Darling, how 'bout a good night kiss?" 

Horrified, she replies, "Are you mad? My parents will see us!" 

Him: "Oh come on! Who's gonna see us at this hour?" 

Her: "No, please. Can you imagine if we get caught?" 

Him: "Oh come on, there's nobody around, they're all sleeping!" 

Her: "No way. It's too risky!" 

Him: "Oh please, please, I like you so much!" 

Her: "No, no and no. I like you too, but I just can't!" 

Him: "Oh yes you can. Please?" 

Her: No, no. I just can't." 

Him: "Please?" 

Suddenly, the light on the stairs goes on, and the girl's sister shows up in her pajamas, hair disheveled, and in a sleepy voice she says, "Dad says to go ahead and give him a kiss. Or I can do it. Or if need be, Dad will come down and do it. Whatever. Dad says for crying out loud, tell him to take his hand off the intercom button!"

always laugh not much else to it.

Quotes: I keep a quote book in my purse/bag for the occasion when you hear that something that will change your day our train of thought and your next action. 

here are a few that have been roaming my mind and could change yours. best of luck when reading incase the changing occurs:)

"Strange is our situation here upon earth. Each of us comes for a short visit, not knowing why, yet sometimes seeming to a divine purpose. From the standpoint of daily life, however, there is one thing we do know: That we are here for the sake of others...for the countless unknown souls with whose fate we are connected by a bond of sympathy. Many times a day, I realize how much my outer and inner life is built upon the labors of people, both living and dead, and how earnestly I must exert myself in order to give in return as much as I have received." - Albert Einstein 

Happiness comes when your work and words are of benefit to yourself and others." - Buddha

"Envy comes from people's ignorance of, or lack of belief in, their own gifts."- Jean Vanier

"To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best day and night to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight and never stop fighting." - E.E Cummings 

When you cannot love someone, look into their eyes long enough to see the hidden rudiments of the child of God in them and love will flow into your soul. 

-Elder F. Enzio Busche

I wish to all those who are lost, look to our heavenly father he'll will find you love you and be your friend when the world isn't. He never leaves you , you leave him. Always strive to have his spirit with you it will never do your harm, and never waste your time. I love our Heavenly Father and I know he loves me as daughter and will always help me find the best in life, even when I can't see it myself, he will show me the way until I can. 

My feelings and a little more kauai

So my internship is coming to an end this week and its a bit startling. the "real" world is quickly approaching and I not sure I am quite prepared to end this little chapter in my life. I have truly been blessed to work with such amazing people, both in my church calling and at work. I have been able to understand and learn more about life and my own role here. I have met such amazing people, I am afraid to return to the world and meet the bad ones! Either way I am returning to CA so, watch out here I come ready to attack the world with a speed unseen before!

here is one of my favorite thinking spots!!

caught in a hamster wheel

so lately my brain wont shut off.  I am mean constant, super fast, stream of the the same things. Its like I am stuck on a wheel and I pass the same things all the time! At every turn there is a a new tidbit I pick up and have to sort through to help solve the problem or emotion I am feeling. So even with the new and acquired information I  dont have time to solve it because My brain had moved on and always searching for that next piece. I am really wishing I had gone to brother purse's meditation sessions. It would be a great asset to my sleeping patterns. For now I will allow my brain to keep running while I sit and watch the sun stream through my window in all its morning glory and radiance. I will focus on it like its the last thing I do with a hope to compose my brain enough for what lays ahead today.