Averting a Crisis

well, well, I promised today would be funny and I am not feeling it at all. I woke up in a weird mood. I went seeking church articles. Generally when I do this it means I am averting a situation in my life that needs mending. I know what this situation is and its a very hard situation. So please someone remember me in their prayers tonight so I can have the strength to get through this. I am begining to think I am in way over my head. Climbing out will be hard and difficult. i dont want to do it, but the longer I stay where I am the more I hurt myself. I have to be strong for once in my life and do what I need to.