human

So I must admit, I love being busy with things to do. It makes my life seem full.
Well, humorously I was wrong, oh so very wrong. Life as I have heard it stated, is for the truly brave. Well, well what is the life we talk about? WARNING!!!! my brain is a very dangerous place and if you continue to read please don't be alarmed if you cannot follow everything. This is purely something to think about.
Life as previously stated, is what the human race call of time on earth it is how those who are lost with no belief in he who created all things, describe the feelings they have to being a better person such as, I don't want to live my life wasted. Others, just use the word at funerals because the live for the moment not the life. i.e. she lived a wonderful life. Others ponder their exists in all its entirety, and splendor. These are the people who live healthy lives. They appreciate everything around them, but don't stand back like a fan at a nose bleed stadium watching his favorite MLB team lose, they play the game, they roll around in the grass, the dive for the ball so to speak.
when something emotionally disconcerting happens, a heartbreak, a death of a loved one, terminal illness, the real goal of the word life comes, death.
take a minute before you continue..
Each of us have had a "trail" "problem" a complication that seems to make us or break us. Has it ever occurred to anyone, that as we have these problems, we do what is most human about us, we think, we ponder we stress, we have natural human chemical reactions. Its the glorious part of our human bodies. the reactions the emotions, the blood pulsing through us everyday.
its my favorite part, to know that something will cause emotion, or our brains to work. we are human it is okay to fell confused. we may have gods but we are not gods ourselves. don't feel lost and that your bad person for being lost. your human!! rejoice in that revile in it!!