In All Honesty

In all honesty:
 I am awful at letting go... of anything.
A plan for the day that didn't go just the way I wanted. A little mishap. Anything stupid I have done. A change big or small, in a person a place of a set of ideas. A person. A relationship.

I have recently had to let go of  a person a relationship and a plan. I never thought I would have such a hard time but, when you share your life with someone you can't expect it to be easy.

I owe this person a huge thank you.

I learned so much from this person. I learned things about life, about love, about relationships, about myself in fact I learned so much I would take up the whole page to tell you just a few.

I hope that this person learned from me as well. I hope I was able to help them understand what a wonderful person they really are. That even though everyone gets lost never lose the ability to love and learn.

I wish them LOVE, of their God, themselves and everyone around them.
I wish them STRENGTH to be themselves, to have faith in anything the believe, and to do whats right even when no one is looking.
I wish the COURAGE to show the world their faith, to wear their heart on their sleeve, and to change whatever they can for the best.


I loved this person. I want the best for them always, and I hope they find it, whatever it is they are looking for.

so here is to healing, letting go and finding a way to do it better if the next time comes around.

always,
hayley